Cant believe that the word "marriage" already knocking the door again. This time it sounds louder too. hehehe..
Kemaren pergi ma temen gw nyoba jas buat kawinan nya dia. He's the groom, im the best man (again). Waktu ngeliat both of us in our suit (masih saling menilai bagus pa kaga) desainer jas nya celetuk ke temen gw "bener nih gw udah mo merit?". He was just trying to throw a joke but it got big reality there. Few years ago we are just a bunch of young kids starting a career and still like to play games (we still are until now). But now few of us already start to settle down and raise a family. Few will be joining next year.
With 30 already lurking in the corner.. we are facing another phase in life. The question is.. am i ready for it?

I have difficulties in managing my emotions lately. Seems like there is always something to piss me off. Why is that so? I have no idea.. But im so lucky to have someone who are able to calm my emotions when it starts to boil. I thank God for that.

The worst thing bout being in love is when u sit next to the one u love knowing that u dont exist in her heart...